i dont remember them well but you're gone and i i don't know where or why or how and then i wake up, and the bed's empty, and i can't sleep sorry it sounds stupid i didn't want you to worry
promise? i've actually slept better since you've been coming over having you next to me... makes it feel like home instead of just somewhere i'm living
[ all ambitions of tempting fox by being naked in the shower forgotten, mingyu hurries out into the living room, out to the balcony, flinging it open to drag fox into his arms to kiss deeply, wet and singed and all. ]
[ He doesn’t have time to get even a syllable past his lips before Mingyu is dragging him in for a kiss, his sodden clothes pressing up against bare skin. The force of it was somewhat surprising, but Fox wasn’t complaining. He slipped arms around Mingyu’s waist and pulled him closer, leaning up to deepen the kiss.
He only broke it when he needed to breathe. ]
You’re going to get cold, [ He murmured. ] And you’re probably giving the people in the building opposite an amazing show.
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but fine you’re on
guess i’m not sleeping tonight after all
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right now: tentacles
i’ll watch you sleep while i work tho
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i’m sorry
did i actually upset you by not being there? i didn’t mean anything by it
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that is somehow incredibly sweet and worrying at the same time
are you okay?
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i guess
i keep having dreams
anyway i just
wake up when you're gone
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but you're gone
and i
i don't know where
or why
or how
and then i wake up, and the bed's empty, and i can't sleep
sorry
it sounds stupid
i didn't want you to worry
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next time if i can’t sleep i’ll stay in the room, okay?
i guess i’m just not really used to having somewhere i’m expected to be, yet
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i've actually slept better since you've been coming over
having you next to me... makes it feel like home
instead of just somewhere i'm living
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you didn’t think your place was your home before?
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not really
i was always by myself
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we had a little house
that was home
this is just an apartment
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well
it’s the most home i’ve ever had
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huli
if it
if you
come home
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you know only one of those was a complete thought right
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i think i was a little scared
that it only felt like home to me
and if i talked about it
you'd go away
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i lose things
it's what i do
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especially not for saying that this feels like home
balcony
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He only broke it when he needed to breathe. ]
You’re going to get cold, [ He murmured. ] And you’re probably giving the people in the building opposite an amazing show.
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